FEELING poetic

love: conditioned 

love ?

i love you 

you love me 

but what does love even mean

with love can i just be ?

or do i stay hurt plus bleed

breathe in breathe in  

Inhaling till i am breathless 

love has no bounds ?

love conquers all ?

but this love you show is worthless 

and i know ball 

 

sometimes i think  

sometimes i think

think about the times when life seems to have no purpose no hmmph 

work work work but no badgyal insight

wake up monday wake up thursday 

no difference 

like geminis on a starry night 

repeat repeat 

no hmmph no hmmph

sometimes i think 

think because its all i have

to think about the fucked and the wonderful in this vicious hmmphh less cylce 

 a right turned privilege

sometimes i think 

for survival 

sometimes i think

because i think you don't

so think

then think again.